No matter where I came from I always seemed to get the same result. Even from a nihilistic worldview I thought: If nothing matters, and there is absolutely no value in anything at all, I might as well do what other people perceive as good since it does not matter to me. I might as well make others happy even though I consider my actions pointless. No matter what kind of worldview I have explored so far I have ended up at the same conclusion: Be kind to others Even if we can't agree on which God is real and which religion to follow, can't we at least agree on some basic morals?

Background info: I was baptised as a kid and accepted God at my confirmation at 13 (because it's tradition) but never cared much for it until now. I used to be an atheist and then a nihilist but later opened up to spirituality. I don't know if I believe in God but I do believe there's something larger than life. The question i struggle with is: If God created us where did God come from?